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the one who won't dip in a month, that won't go to someone better looking. that doesn't want you just for the physical things. the one who respects you and your decisions. the one that understand that family is first and school is important. the one that won't take you away from your friends. someone who's not embarrassed to be with you in public. the one that talks to you the same way, both in person and on text. the one who just loves unconditionally.

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i love being with you.
it's the fact that i love being with you. it's the feelings i get when i feel your presence around mine, it puts the biggest smile on my face when i see you happy. when you smile it seems as if the world has come at ease. i love it whenever you start tickling me and then wrestle me because i know we can be just like little kids around each other. we can be ourselves, we can be free with each other, so that both of us can just be us, be ourselves. there isn't anythng more that i'd rather do than make you smile and laugh, because knowing that you're happy will make me happy.

010212

you can't hate a person you once loved. you can't make people hate you, if they truly loved you. they'll care about you until the end of time. don't make it so hard for them to reach you, don't be mad for ever. sometimes you just need to forgive. and after all that you'll find your way together, a way to get along with each other, even if you got hurt in the past.

...please forgive me.

010212

girls are like apples...the best ones are at the top of the trees. the boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. instead, they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren't as good, but easy. so the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them, when, in reality, they are amazing. they just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.

010212

it's like you can't live with him, but neither without him. he hurts you, lies to you, lets you feel like your not worth it - like he's not worth it: the tears, the fights, the disappointments, the frustration. you often think to yourself if you should end it - but you can't. even thinking about it gives you creeps, because he's also the one who smiles with you, kisses you, comforts and supports you, sees you perfectly and tries to be the perfect boy for you. that's the reason why you can't help being with him - because deep in your heart you know he's the one you want to share your life with.

310212

you forget all of them. even the ones you said you loved, and even the ones you actually did. they're the last to go. and then once you've forgotten enough, you love someone else.

 

300112

silence is the most powerful scream.